too much uni work. becoming Deluezional

"Turns out that stilling the waves of my mind is a bit like trying to solve a problem like Maria – “How do you keep a wave upon the sand?”

and also, a quick word from Mr Yeats "A Deep Sworn Vow":

Others because you did not keep
That deep-sworn vow have been friends of mine;
Yet always when I look death in the face,
When I clamber to the heights of sleep,
Or when I grow excited with wine,
Suddenly I meet your face.